Am I the only one feeling this way?

I don't know if its the right time to express my thoughts.

But ever since I found out I am pregnant, I don't seem to enjoy it. I am beginning to feel overwhelmed.

I started getting all angry and frustrated when Adriaan doesn't sleep at night.

Please don't start with all the preaching of accepting this as a blessing because yes I constantly remind myself that I should be feeling happy that I am given this gift of another human growing inside of me, but at the same time, I feel like I am going through this alone.

I don't know if you can call it depression?

I've been screaming at Adriaan when he pisses me off and I know it's not good or healthy. But at this point, I just can't seem to control my temper.

I think I need a time out.

I think I really do :(

I'm extremely exhausted. Sigh.

Don't like feeling all negative like this but I really needed an outlet. :(