A lot of things have been on my plate recently. Some are great, some are...trials (or gifts) from The Almighty.
In the past entry, I mentioned that I think I was having a depression.
I think I did...
I cried for a few days, feeling really worn out. Did not enjoy the pregnancy. Did not enjoy having Adriaan around me. I chose to keep it to myself....
And then I snapped.
It wasn't a great feeling.
I tried to talk to Mr J but he has been really occupied of late - I don't blame him.
Our beloved mak has been diagnosed with cancer...... and it changes the whole dynamic of how we spend our life...in a good way, insya'Allah.
Although it's tough to swallow, but we are supporting mak every step of the way.
Recently, a young boy aged 4 has passed away due to the same type of cancer mak has been diagnosed with. I know the news will somehow reach her... I told Mr. J about it and soon after, when he had his daily call with mak that night, she told him about the boy who passed away. :(
Anyway, despite all that, I had a talk with Mr. J and he apologized to me for being really occupied with work and extra duties that he neglected his small family - and me.
I felt slightly better after that. Alhamdulillah.
And then something unexpected happened.
About 1st of Jun, I received a text message from Ninja Van saying that I will be expecting to receive a parcel from Charles and Keith later that day. I honestly believed it was a case of wrong number because c'mon, I know my husband. He don't do surprises. It's just not him.
I wanted to call Ninja Van to report of this mistake only to find out that it's actually an advance birthday gift from my friends. :')
On top of that, I was pleasantly surprised and touched when both Rafsie and Mrs. F opened an account with AMGD for me. May Allah reward the both of you tenfolds. Aamiin aamiin aamiin. It's really something I did not expect. (They didn't know my birthday was the next day hahaha!)
There's something else that happened to me but I shall leave that to the next entry, insya'Allah.
To sum it up, these events that happened made me realise apa yang jadi adalah KuasaNya and that whatever happens in this world is temporary.
Our sadness is temporary. My depression was temporary.
Today, you may feel like you have failed.
But tomorrow, Allah will make you feel like you're whole again.
Alhamdulillah atas segala sesuata. <3
In the past entry, I mentioned that I think I was having a depression.
I think I did...
I cried for a few days, feeling really worn out. Did not enjoy the pregnancy. Did not enjoy having Adriaan around me. I chose to keep it to myself....
And then I snapped.
It wasn't a great feeling.
I tried to talk to Mr J but he has been really occupied of late - I don't blame him.
Our beloved mak has been diagnosed with cancer...... and it changes the whole dynamic of how we spend our life...in a good way, insya'Allah.
Although it's tough to swallow, but we are supporting mak every step of the way.
Recently, a young boy aged 4 has passed away due to the same type of cancer mak has been diagnosed with. I know the news will somehow reach her... I told Mr. J about it and soon after, when he had his daily call with mak that night, she told him about the boy who passed away. :(
Anyway, despite all that, I had a talk with Mr. J and he apologized to me for being really occupied with work and extra duties that he neglected his small family - and me.
I felt slightly better after that. Alhamdulillah.
And then something unexpected happened.
About 1st of Jun, I received a text message from Ninja Van saying that I will be expecting to receive a parcel from Charles and Keith later that day. I honestly believed it was a case of wrong number because c'mon, I know my husband. He don't do surprises. It's just not him.
I wanted to call Ninja Van to report of this mistake only to find out that it's actually an advance birthday gift from my friends. :')
On top of that, I was pleasantly surprised and touched when both Rafsie and Mrs. F opened an account with AMGD for me. May Allah reward the both of you tenfolds. Aamiin aamiin aamiin. It's really something I did not expect. (They didn't know my birthday was the next day hahaha!)
There's something else that happened to me but I shall leave that to the next entry, insya'Allah.
To sum it up, these events that happened made me realise apa yang jadi adalah KuasaNya and that whatever happens in this world is temporary.
Our sadness is temporary. My depression was temporary.
Today, you may feel like you have failed.
But tomorrow, Allah will make you feel like you're whole again.
Alhamdulillah atas segala sesuata. <3
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