Here I am, seated at the corner of my bed, feeding my son, while staring at his cot right across the room, and then scanning to the right side of our room to his stash of Mamypoko diapers, still left untouched.
Trying to find my sanity back.
My husband went to run some errands and he asked if it's ok to have his hair cut.
"Go ahead. Have some me-time", I replied.
No, I was sincere (if you smell some sarcasm there lol).
He has helped me a lot in managing our little human, I believe he deserves some me-time for himself.
On the other hand, I'm at home, trying to question my existence and ermm asked if we have made the right decision when we wanted to conceive. Kidding!!!
A part of me misses my time with my husband, alone. When I asked him to go ahead and have his own me-time, he replied that me-time is out to the movies with me. Where does that leave Adriaan to right? Lol.
Of course, we have to forego any fancy idea of couple date at this moment now (for a few months at least!) until...errr we really need a time-out to stay sane.
Our lives have changed a hundred and eighty degrees - everything is about Adriaan now. I frequent my Safari visits to Qoo10 and Lazada to buy baby stuff for Adriaan. I wake up at night every 2 hours for Adriaan. Even my eye bags spells Adriaan. Hahaha. Poor me! *cries*
But yeah, who am I kidding! This little human, despite testing our patience with his screeching cries, we still love him big time. I hope he feels it.
Do you, Adriaan?
"No, mummy. I am only thinking of milk".
Okayyyyy...
Trying to find my sanity back.
My husband went to run some errands and he asked if it's ok to have his hair cut.
"Go ahead. Have some me-time", I replied.
No, I was sincere (if you smell some sarcasm there lol).
He has helped me a lot in managing our little human, I believe he deserves some me-time for himself.
On the other hand, I'm at home, trying to question my existence and ermm asked if we have made the right decision when we wanted to conceive. Kidding!!!
A part of me misses my time with my husband, alone. When I asked him to go ahead and have his own me-time, he replied that me-time is out to the movies with me. Where does that leave Adriaan to right? Lol.
Of course, we have to forego any fancy idea of couple date at this moment now (for a few months at least!) until...errr we really need a time-out to stay sane.
Our lives have changed a hundred and eighty degrees - everything is about Adriaan now. I frequent my Safari visits to Qoo10 and Lazada to buy baby stuff for Adriaan. I wake up at night every 2 hours for Adriaan. Even my eye bags spells Adriaan. Hahaha. Poor me! *cries*
But yeah, who am I kidding! This little human, despite testing our patience with his screeching cries, we still love him big time. I hope he feels it.
Do you, Adriaan?
"No, mummy. I am only thinking of milk".
Okayyyyy...
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